Time to myself

Well I got home today about 3:30 and except for about 3 bushel of pears staring me in the face I don't have anything to do for a bit so I thought I'd let everybody know what's up. I saw Amber the other day. I told her I was sorry that she and Avrum couldn't make their marriage work and that I hoped she could be happy. The boys gave me big hugs and I said I'd be glad to take them any time even if she was going out on a date. She said that maybe we could work something out. So we'll see. I feel better though because now she can't get it in her head that I'm a ----- and that I hate her. She can't blow things up in her mind. Hopefully this will lead to a greater chance at seeing the boys. Life is sure funny isn't it. Just when you think you have it figured out, it throws you a curve ball and you get another lesson on who really is in charge. I love my kids and grandkids and just want everybody to be happy. Oh yeah, Happy anniversary to dad and I. 39 years!!!!!!!